Today was damn long day...i partial for class and had few stuff after school to attend to...I am very very very tired today because first i only sleep 4 hours last night and i had to last until 12am then i reach home.. But of cuz, thats not really the reason la...its just part of it...My bestie recently met withsome problems so i think alot in that area but now its alright alrd la=) all solved!!=) happy for him:)


Certainly for me to post at this hour, it must be really important..haha...okayss, indeed it is...Again, it is something i must administer it into me so i must post it as a evidence for myself...I "mentally" lost a fren today..kind of... I realise her words are so true, i noe i should have believe her but i couldn't bring myself to do it...so well, now that i trip and fell, i finally saw the hole..Too bad for me, i deserve it..see la dun listen la..So i can only blame myself for bringing all these upon me...I don't think i can get any help, i have to do this alone. And it is going to be so hard.. So hard to accept the truth of a lost of fren that could have been avoided...



i am seriously very tire and sleepy...i wanna slp so long that i wish i will be in coma and i can slp for a month!=) haha...Best...i just dun wanna wake up...ok i go slp now...bye!

i seriously hate myself now man!!!i cant believe that this is happening and i seriously lost hope alrd...but i cant blame anyone or turn to anyone cuz i am the one who made all these...I never felt this way before...so mix up feelings and i cant say...it makes me feel so shitty and guilty at the same time upset, angry, disappointed and stupid...okayss i seriously dunno why..i just never hated myself so much and having the "girl thing" so maybe that explains my mood...dammn!. 

Recently, many things have been happening around me, not on me...And that's what

upsets me...because if it happen to me, i wont feel guilty if i cant help myself...


Hey bud, you know there are many things in life that is unpredictable.. I know its

difficult...in fact, its VERY difficult...When me and WW heard about this, we kept in

silence...first, we were shock...really shock...second, we dunno how we can help but to see

the most upsetting scene in front of our very eyes...and third, we know u can

feel we care even if we dun say a word=) because i believe we are close to the extend

we can feel each other without saying it=)


my dear bud, keep in mind we are here...you know who we are...no matter what, u

need help, u come to us, and ur burden is half-shared=) half is for us to suggest and

the other half is for u to decide=) u are in our lives which always will be..nothing will

make it disappear alright=)



love u always my fren=)

My ideal birthday for this year is to go and catch a movie and then sit down at some stairs of something eating junk food chatting away…however, all my frens are very nice to mw they dun wanna let me eat junk food and bring me to nice place to eat…and I am glad my homies came up with so much surprises for me and I really appreciate them..thankns homies=) and thx my beloved Jazreel for planning my birthday on Tuesday. Though we didn’t get to watch movie but I am glad to have a nice dinner with your=)

Hey peeps, I appreciate everything that everyone have done for me…especially to organizers, sub-organizers and Leaders… you all did great!=) Seriously, it really all went well.. Special thanks to Jacq noob, Nice and Number 3 jazreel…all of u did so well.. went through troubles planning here and there…recruiting people and changing dates some more… I sincerely thank your from the bottom of my heart=)!

At lastly, I wanna thank my daddy!! Buying me a $1000 fishing rod and additional $100 for shopping!! I am going to learnt fishing and make good use of it=)

THANKS EVERYBODY!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

PART 1 (TUESDAY)

JAZREEL (ORGANIZER)

LYNN

VICTORIA

PART 2

JACQ (ORGANIZER)

EUNICE (SUB-ORGANIZER)

ARDI (SELF-CLAIM LEADER)

IAN

ADHAM

GINA